I no longer desire the mortal friendship, lost. It has been exchanged for the friendship of Another, the Other, God the Holy Trinity.
In fact, perhaps the alienation of mortals is necessary for now, for the immersion into silence in order to experience the suffering of love which wounds and seems not enough, never enough.
To adore is to be silent, to suffer in the silence which is unbearable in its suffering love.
This is the holocaust of adoring Him: Love to suffer; suffer to love.
Love is silent.
Suffering is silent.
Just adore Him in silent, suffering love.
